Every day I fight

October 20, 2013 at 5:21 am Leave a comment

Every day I fight just to live. I struggle just to survive. I fight to go on. I fight and mostly I dont win. Mostly I am thrown into flashbacks that paralyse me with fear. Every day is a constant battle. I literally beg for a break…a break that never comes. I’m constantly on the edge, looking out, constantly watching for danger. Years of danger has taught me to be very vigilent. I hate having to always fight to survive. It gets really tiring. I just want it all to end. I dont want to struggle any more.



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triggered! A welcome midterm break

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