K.C remembers

October 17, 2013 at 1:23 pm 2 comments

im k.c im 10 years old.
today is not a good day for me because I am having horrible memories.
i was the one who was bullied at school because when we lived with our bio mom she didnt take good care of us.
the kids teased us and called us names and stuff.
they also said we were ugly and beat us up after school and wrote notes about us to their friends.
it hurt a lot. it still hurts.
i dont find it easy to make friends because of it. we do have some friends but others inside made them not me.
im too shy and awkward and i cant speak in front of a crowd because of what happened to me at school.
i hated school. i still hate school. im afraid i’ll be bullied again.
k.c age 10


Entry filed under: Alters, Bullying, Did, Dissociation, Dissociative identity disorder, Foster care, Foster child, Mental health, Mental illness, PTSD, School, Trauma, Triggers. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , .

fuck it people the pain of never belonging to anyone

2 Comments Add your own

  • 1. yelwbkrd615  |  October 17, 2013 at 1:41 pm

    I/We as well. I would like you to know that you have someone out here that understands how you feel and what you say. I would like to follow please. In recovery/reliving for 15 yrs now. Wishing you moments of peace of mind that grow into days and years. It is possible.

    • 2. beingemily  |  October 17, 2013 at 1:47 pm

      thank you so much for commenting. i think your following our journey now. i got a notification to my email inbox. wishing you peace and strength in your bhealing journey
      k.c age 10


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