what if?

October 16, 2013 at 3:45 pm Leave a comment

what if i wasnt ugly

what if i wasnt unlovable

what if i wasnt stupid

what if i wasnt hated by everyone

what if i was normal and not mentally ill

what if i was beautiful

what if i was not dirty

what if i didnt feel so much guilt and shame

what if i cared about myself

but i dont, so the what ifs dont really count

does any of it even matter?

ali age 9


Entry filed under: Alters, Did, Dissociation, Dissociative identity disorder, Foster care, Foster child, Mental illness, PTSD, Trauma. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , .

just kill me because… dead on the inside

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