just kill me because…

October 16, 2013 at 3:26 pm 2 comments

just kill me because…

i am a nobody

i am ugly

i am worthless

just kill me because…

i am a nothing

i am useless

i am not lovable

just kill me because…

i hate myself

i feel nothing but guilt all day every day

i failed my siblings

just kill me because…

i dont belong to anyone

i dont fit in anywhere

i am famliless

so…just fucking kill me now, please

ali age 9

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Entry filed under: Alters, Did, Dissociation, Dissociative identity disorder, Foster care, Foster child, Healing, Mental illness, PTSD, Recovery, Trauma. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , .

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2 Comments Add your own

  • 1. 5kidswdisabilities  |  October 17, 2013 at 1:50 am

    I have such empathy for your feelings, but please know that you are NOT useless, you ARE lovable, and that you are a special someone. You survived an awful experience… My youngest son, Angel, also has DID and he also struggles with it. Please know that others DO care…

    Reply
    • 2. beingemily  |  October 17, 2013 at 7:09 am

      thank you. this means so much to us. you can never know how much your kind words mean. i struggle every day with everything. thanks for taking time out of your day to comment to me and to us all.
      ali age 9

      Reply

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