dead on the inside

October 16, 2013 at 8:25 pm 2 comments

there a few lines of a song running around our head tonight. it goes

i’ll be your clown
behind the glass
go ahead and laugh
cuz its funny
i would too if i saw me

i feel so down so dead inside someone anyone please make these dumb feelings go away
depression really bites i hate this time of year and this month
this days been shitty and its getting worse by the second
feeling sick, suicidal, miserable, depressed and down…
Ali age 9


Entry filed under: Abuse, Alters, Depression, Did, Dissociation, Dissociative identity disorder, Foster care, Foster child, Healing, PTSD, Recovery, Trauma. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , .

what if? fuck it people

2 Comments Add your own

  • 1. Sam Ruck  |  October 16, 2013 at 11:45 pm


    do you have any real life people that are helping you and the others? I’m sorry for the pain in your heart.


    • 2. beingemily  |  October 17, 2013 at 7:29 am

      hi sam
      yes i have a therapist. she does help me but i hate going. i have my foster mom too. and i have a service called childline that i call sometimes to talk to them about stuff. thank you for writing me.


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