me and sophie sorted things out

September 20, 2012 at 7:19 am Leave a comment

hey its ali. i just wanted to say on here that i sorted things out with sophie on childline on tuesday evening. i was real nervous, but i knew i had to do it, i had to have my ssay, i had to tell sophie just how she effected me and us, but mostly me. so i did it. she was cool and she didnt lie, she gave me a straight answer and i appreciated that. so things have gone back to normal, and boy am i glad. its a weight lifted off my shoulders. i have other things to worry about and deal with, but that issue with childline isnt one of them any more. i feel bad for cutting our arm, and i am still dealing with the guilt over doing that. i wish i hadnt now. i know it hurts the others and i feel protective of them and responsible towards them and even though i dont feel pain or the pain associated with the self injury, i know they do. i know it hurts them and also it looks ugly. and so i am sorry. i am sorry for not thinking and for acting out of my own upset and hurt feelings. i will try to be better in the future. sophie said that she was sorry she ended aprils call, and normally childline wouldnt do things like that, which i sorta knew, cause it hadnt ever happened before to us. but after we sorted our differences out, the call went fine. and it was like there was never a problem. i am just glad things are ok again.




Entry filed under: Alters, Childline, Cutting, Did, Dissociation, Dissociative identity disorder, Foster child, Inside kids, Self harm, Self injury, Triggers. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , .

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