im trying ok?

September 16, 2012 at 6:59 am Leave a comment

its ali. i am trying to be ok again. its so difficult. but i am giving it my best shot. life is tough. i feel so weak. i dont feel strong at all like i usually do. the slightest thing could make me crazy again. i dont want that. tonight i tried to talk to a girl on childline. lanna was her name. she is new i think. but i gave it a shot. she seems nice. and taylor told me she’d been nice to her last night, so i gave it a go. we had a good chat and i didnt even give her a hard time. but anyway. this video i’ve been listening too a lot. its a song about love. love is complex. complicated and i dont know much about it. it was twisted around on me so much that its hard to really believe anyone truly loves any of us. here is the song.



Entry filed under: Alters, Childline, Did, Dissociation, Dissociative identity disorder, Inside kids. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , .

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