i wanna know why

September 10, 2012 at 4:56 am Leave a comment

i wanna know why i didnt get to bake cupcakes and decorate them why do you all hate me why does our foster mom hate me just cause i am not cute just cus i am bad is that it is it cus i am a bad kid it is isnt it no body likes bad kids we are always thrown away my real mom threw me away she said she didnt want me she said i was an awful child she said she couldnt stand to look at me i bet that is how our foster mom feels about me too i bet she hates me and never wants to speak to me i bet she wishes i wasnt part of her family she likes all the other kids even ali who is always angry she even likes her i know cus i saw her talking to her i saw them talking tonight earlier tonight and i was so jealous but i know she wont talk to me i know she will say go get some body else for me i just know it so im not even going to bother trying to be her friend its not worth it i wanted to talk to them on child line to but i dont know what if they hate me too what if none of the girls on there like me cus i am not cute and i am not funny i am just bad and worthless it makes me sad i hate me


Entry filed under: Alters, Childline, Did, Dissociation, Dissociative identity disorder, Foster child, Foster mom, Inside kids, Insiders. Tags: , , , , , , , , .

Everyone knows I’m in over my head what the hell?

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