Lost words

September 7, 2012 at 6:55 am Leave a comment

I tried to call childline. I tried to talk to a girl called Jenny. But I lost all my words. I couldnt get my words together to talk to her about stuff. The words were stuck in my throat and I couldnt get them out. My head was hurting, I was remembering things, but I couldnt say what they were. The memories were bits and pieces, snippets of things, not full events. I was so scared, but I just couldnt say why or what I was scared of. I only stayed on the phone 15 minutes. I wish I could have talked, it might have made me feel better. I still feel scared now.



Entry filed under: Childline, Coping, Flashbacks, Host, Host post, Memories, Triggers. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , .

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