Si-Triggers-From Ginger

September 6, 2012 at 11:33 pm Leave a comment

Really, really want to self harm tonight. Feel so bad, so down, so exhausted, in such a dark spot. Just need and want the release. Thats all. I just need that few minutes of feeling absolutely nothing, except the blade run across my arm, or leg, or whereever I choose to cut. I just…need that right now. I havent told my foster mom how I am feeling, prob should but really cant. Its too hard and I’d have to look at her and I dont want to see her face and the shock on it from what I am telling her. I cant bear to look at that. I just feel so alone, so unsafe, so awful.



Entry filed under: Alters, Cutting, Foster child, Foster mom, Inside teens, Self harm, Self injury. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , .

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