so worn out

September 5, 2012 at 10:13 pm Leave a comment

i am just, worn out. so very tired. i wish everything would just stop, the whole world i mean. i wish i didnt have to deal with so much, i’ve been dealing with riley, the new insider who showed up recently, she has been kind of following me around, so i’ve been letting her well if I am in a good mood that is. i’ve also been thinking a lot about our bio mom and that stuff about her that i found out recently. its so hard all of that stuff. i worry for my unborn sister or brother. i cant help it. one of the girls i talk to on childline she said i need to think of me and put myself first. its hard to do that when you are used to always caring for others. i just want to sleep for hours, but i cant do that either. we havent been sleeping great lately. for the last two nights we did not sleep real well. maybe tonight will be a better night for us.

ali

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