i am afraid

September 5, 2012 at 2:47 am Leave a comment

i am afraid to go to sleep i cant i dont want to have bad dreams about our mom and dad i am so scared of them they did lots of bad things to me so many bad things im even afraid to tell what they are it was cus i am bad a bad kid a horrible awful rotten bad kid i know it it is the reason why it all happened i hear my moms voice in my head all the time i hear her saying things like you are bad and bad kids need to be punished you need to be punished you dont do any thing right nothing nothing nothing that is what i always hear im so afraid to go to bed and go to sleep but we have school tomorrow morning in a few hours i dont go to school but tara and zara and emily have to go they will be tired cus of me see i told you i am bad i am cus i cant go to sleep i am too upset if i wasnt bad i’d just go to bed and go to sleep i dont do anything right i hate me



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Do you think its right? so worn out

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