im so scared

September 1, 2012 at 12:20 am Leave a comment

im very scared i dont kno wat to do im fraid and i see bugs i see spiders big ones and im fraid if they will get on me somtims they do rite now they are not on me but it wil hapen i kno it i see them on the table in front of me crawling i am so scared i cant hardly rite this and im fraid to move in case they crawl on me then i will freak out if they do i wish i was able to scream but my words are lost my voice is lost i cant scream i cant do any thing except rite this and try not to look at the table in front of me i hav to focus on the screen on the puter screen i wish i didnt see spiders all the time it means im bout to have a memory i hate that i do


Entry filed under: Alters, Flashbacks, Foster child, Hallucinations, Inside kids, Memories, Psychosis, Triggers. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , .

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