the feelings wont go

August 22, 2012 at 1:12 am Leave a comment

i am so pissed off and it wont go away the anger rages it bubbles on the inside it surges right through me my arm is broke i am not feeling the pain they say there is pain the others do i dont feel it i cant i could never feel wasnt allowed feelings are bad feeling sadness pain hurt rage anything is crap and bad and shit and i dont wanna but i do feel the rage i do even tho i try not to it surfaces and kills me inside eats me alive from the inside out it is really fucking stupid stupid stupid stupid people ok? i fucking hate it and i hate the world



Entry filed under: Alters, Coping, Did, Dissociation, Dissociative identity disorder, Feelings, Foster child, Foster family, Foster mom, Inside kids, Life with did, Messed up moments. Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , .

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