a memory or part of one

August 22, 2012 at 11:28 pm Leave a comment

mommy hates me. hre hates me so much. her say mean things all time. her say i bad girl. i do nothing right. i horrible purson. she lock me in cupboards, she not let me out for long time. sometimes day even. she come and be mean to me when i in there. somtims her open the door a litle bit. and her say you cant come out not yet. you got to stay there longer. you were too naughty. i say sorry over and over. i tell her i will be better. i will try harder. she doesnt care. she still leave me in there. no food, it dark in there, no one to talk too and spiders in there. lots of icky spiders. they crawl on me. i hate spiders. sometimes she would not let me go bathroom. i go in my pants and i get punished then. she say she will show her friends what i did, and they teach me a lesson. and they did, they put things inside of me. they make me drink my own pee then they laugh, i get sick in bathroom. yuck yuck no no no no no no no make it stop please

leya i six


Entry filed under: Alters, Bio family, Biological family, Flashbacks, Inside kids, Memories, Trauma, Triggers. Tags: , , , , , , , .

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