triggered into flashbacks

August 12, 2012 at 9:12 pm Leave a comment

shit. shit fucking shit.the damn tv triggered us badly. we were eating pizza, and watching tv. and then, boom. it happened. a scene flashed on the screen, it triggered us and set us off. now people are really freaking out. we’ve been thrown into flashbacks. awful awful flashbacks. it hurts. it hurts and it makes me angry. why cant we watch tv? and be normal? why does the tv have to set us off? normal people can just watch tv without any incidents. why not us? this is fucking a bunch of bullshit. i hate it. i hate it and i hate our life. i hate the constant struggle just to survive. it isnt fair. we’re out, but we’re not out. we’re not out because we’re still suffering the consequences of the abuse. how long does it last? how long will we have to suffer for? i hate it. things totally fucking suck. thats all.



Entry filed under: Abuse, Alters, Flashbacks, Inside kids, Insiders, Memories, Triggers. Tags: , , , , , , , .

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