feeling down…

August 11, 2012 at 12:32 am Leave a comment

im chloe im 11 im not listed on the meet the insiders page but i am going to put my name on there now after i write this post.

the thing to know about me is i am always depressed i am always suicidal i want to die a lot and i am never happy so i dont have any friends really i am too much for people they cant deal with me so i stay inside a lot the others dont let me out they dont want me to be out because i might take pills or something they watch me very closely so that i dont and wont do it i hate that but i guess it has to be that way

i used to ring childline i have before once or twice i talked to one girl rachel one time earlier this year then they got info that identified us so now i cant really call well i can call but if i did i’d only be depressed and talking about killing myself and then they’d only ring the police or our social worker so i dont really talk to anyone

i miss not talking to people i would like to be able to express myself and my feelings dont i deseve that too? like everyone else inside here?

chloe

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