Not really ok

August 10, 2012 at 6:15 pm Leave a comment

I am not really ok. I feel very spacy and dizzy. I can hear chatter, but its like in the distance. LIke there is a radio on and its down low. Does that make sense? I guess people who dont have insiders dont really know what its like to hear voices in your head. I know people joke about it all the time. But for me its real. Not even a joke. Todday I can make out snippets of conversation, its kinda freaking me out. I guess i am easily freaked out. I am trying to be ok. I spent time with my friend today. We went to the park. I tried not to switch. I tried to stay present. We had fun. She’s my best friend. It was nice to just hang out.

Emily

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