therapy and our therapist

August 9, 2012 at 10:09 pm Leave a comment

so our therapist is on holidays. tomorrow we should have had a session. usually we have two a week, one on monday and one on fridays. sometimes they arent on mondays they are on wednesdays. it just depends. but now for two weeks we have no therapy. thats weird. we’re so used to it, it feels weird not to have any. i doubt our therapists coming back. she says she will be back. i dont believe her. i wont believe her until i see it with my own eyes. you can all say but she came back before. it doesnt matter. this time might be different. maybe she is just dumping us but she says she is going away on holidays instead of actually coming out and saying i dont want to see you any more. maybe thats it. maybe she’d like to be rid of us. we’re too much for her. we’re always in crisis. after a while of dealing with that people get fed up. they get burn out. i know that. no one has to tell me. it just happens in that kind of work. it happens with social workers too. we’ve been through four of them. well we’re on our fourth one now. so if it happens with social workers why not with therapists? it makes sense. i guess we’re a little crazy in our head right now. there are a lot of thoughts swirling around. weird thoughts, messed up thoughts, just a lot of thoughts. i will gladly give some away for free. any takers? no, i didnt think so.

ali

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This song expresses my feelings right now really well… Failure is not an option

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