Something my bitch of a social worker said…

August 8, 2012 at 2:44 am Leave a comment

“You do realise your biological mom is actually mentally ill?”

yes in all her wisdom two weeks ago, the bitch of a social worker we have said this to me.

and my response?

“no, she isnt”

“and even if she was, which she isnt, but if she was, so fucking what?”

am i supposed to care? she hurt, used, abused, tortured, us and i am supposed to feel sorry for her?

well i dont. i fucking hate her. i hate her for all she did.

sometimes i wish she would have just killed us. it would have been easier.

but she isnt mentally ill. you know why? because what she did takes a lot of planning. she would sometimes do things and when they didnt go her way she would change her mind and do something else, something worse than what she had been doing. she had to plan that.

someone whose seriously mentally ill or insane cant plan out their actions. can they?

so no my mom isnt mentally ill. what it comes down to is she hated her kids. she didnt love us. she didnt even want us. she was only interested in drugs. and not in her kids.

and that is the cold hard truth of the matter. those are the facts. and my social worker can fuck herself all the way to hell and give the devel a blow job when she gets there!

ali

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