Doctor apt

August 7, 2012 at 1:07 pm Leave a comment

we went to the doctor. we have a throat infection and a lung infection. we are now on a lot of antibiotics to add to our other meds. sigh. i hate being sick. it is really triggery to us. it messes with our head. it wasnt ever ok to be sick when we lived with our parents. if we were sick there were consequences. we were punished. now we are afraid to be sick, afraid to bother anyone. we just suffer because we are too scared to say we arent feeling ok. the only reason we went to the doctors is because our foster mom heard us coughing during the night and she said we sounded awful and she was gonna take us to the doctor to have it seen to. if she hadnt heard us we wouldnt have told her about it. i didnt like going to the doctors. i didnt like him examining us. he is a man, i dont like men. period.

ali

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