my name is maisie

August 5, 2012 at 4:27 am Leave a comment

im maisie i am 9 i was kind of thinkin about phoning childline some time not right now but some time i seen some other kids inside here do it and talk to people and it was ok for them even ali does it and she is angry all the time and sometimes she is angry at them on childline and they dont freak out well ok mostly they dont freak out or get mad one time one girl did hang up on ali and one time some other girl put her on hold when she was mad but mostly they dont do that i am not mad though i am nice i think i am any way i am really messed up from all the hurt i think i am broken and i am damaged cus of it all no one loved me so i dont know how to love people my foster mom says she loves me it is hard to understand love is i think so it is like if someone says they love you they want something they want to hurt you or trick you or something it feels like that anyway i wish it was easier to understand and i didnt have to have such a hard time with it

maisie, age 9


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