All that I’m living for

August 4, 2012 at 8:59 pm 2 comments

I decided instead of cutting I’d listen to some music. This song hit me like a ton of bricks. I can really relate to it. So putting it here. It says so much I am just like, wow.

Karrie

Evanessence-All thatI’m living for

All that I’m living for,
All that I’m dying for,
All that I can’t ignore alone at night.

I can feel the night beginning.
Separate me from the living.
Understanding me,
After all I’ve seen.
Piecing every thought together,
Find the words to make me better.
If I only knew how to pull myself apart.

All that I’m living for,
All that I’m dying for,
All that I can’t ignore alone at night.
All that I’m wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.

I believe that dreams are sacred.
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby,
Like a reason why,
Like a play of my obsessions,
Make me understand the lesson,
So I’ll find myself,
So I won’t be lost again.

All that I’m living for,
All that I’m dying for,
All that I can’t ignore alone at night.
All that I’m wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.

Guess I thought I’d have to change the world to make you see me,
To be the one.
I could have run forever,
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love?

All that I’m living for,
All that I’m dying for,
All that I can’t ignore alone at night.
All that I’m wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.

Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?
Should I lock the last open door,
My ghosts are gaining on me.

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Cut it out dont ask…please

2 Comments Add your own

  • 1. Ruth  |  August 4, 2012 at 11:54 pm

    Well done for not cutting, that just shows you have the strength in you not to let these ghosts beat you! Keep swimming lovely girl, you are stronger than you know x

    Reply
    • 2. beingemily  |  August 4, 2012 at 11:57 pm

      thanks, we appreciate your kind comments. its hard, but we’re really trying!

      Karrie

      Reply

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