upcoming apt for throwing up related issues

June 4, 2012 at 4:49 am Leave a comment

So…we have this upcoming appointment to go to this week. On tuesday. I am nervous about it.

Its an apt to do with food and eating and the reasons why we throw up. Well ok, I throw up. None of my insiders do it. Only I do it.

There I’ve said it. I’ve admitted to it in here in this journal. Its not as scary to write the words out as it is to say them out loud.

I do it to get rid of emotions, pain, hurt, anger, I do it to be able to breathe again. It feels like I can breathe again after I’ve thrown up, gotten all the food and calories out of me.

Maybe it is wrong to do it but…well, sometimes there is no alternative. But I suppose I am going to learn alternatives to doing it. Thats what my foster mom said anyway.



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